I finally saw Bronzino’s portrait of Admiral Andrea Doria as
Neptune at the Pinatoceca Brera in Milan today
– an inspiration for several works especially those of my favourite older model
Ben taken in the Oratory at the Abbotsford Convent.
The subject of the Portrait has a portly stomach but is not
afraid to pose semi naked with pubic hair and some penis length implied. Apparently the subject was almost 60 when he
posed for the picture -even given a painter’s license he is a handsome man.
How can I assert my handsomeness when I have an expanding
belly as well?
Women, though judged more harshly on their appearance have,
or at least use a greater armoury in presenting themselves. An older woman of
indeterminate age sits opposite me wearing a cornflower blue dress comprising
some netting over a similar coloured base. There is a black bra strap showing underneath
the girlish cut of the dress. Her skin, though wrinkled, is beautifully tanned and
she has simple jewellery- a very large amber ring, a blue mosaiced bangle,and gold
dragonfly earrings that perfectly capture the essence of a mid-summer’s day.
Her hair is dyed blonde but there is also grey and black
colour coming through …she is reading a book held with blue painted fingernails
that match her dress . She orders from the menu in fluent Italian although it
is not her first language .. the total effect of her presented self is
confident and pleasing
Maybe I can use my own appreciation of the grunge aesthetic
to honour and acknowledge my own ageing. I have to feel OK about myself now ..
not when, if ever I lose this weight because there will be other cruel tricks
that nature will play as she ages us all. I have decided to celebrate my remaining assets including my art making skills, my education, my own beautiful children and the volume and colour of my hair
UPDATE
saw these wonderful paintings in Musee Correr Venice today all the more beautiful because of their
flaws
UPDATE
saw these wonderful paintings in Musee Correr Venice today all the more beautiful because of their
flaws